Reptoid, where are your videos and live-streams?

A community update for everyone.

I never wanted to become a "YouTuber" (Video Content Creator). Someone who liked me as a person convinced me to do it for the sake of their new career as a video editor for the sake of their personal portfolio. I did it for fun anyway, just for laughs, but never to become a "YouTuber".

I originally purchased Minecraft 2 and a half years ago as part of my retirement plan after being on disability for a few years and becoming bored with just doing music, which is doing well, considering I own no music creation technology what so ever. I wanted an immersive gaming world that seemed as much a challenge as it is fun and silly with no specific direction or purpose, purely for my own reasons. Minecraft was the first game I had ever purchased since about 1986. This also clears up the fact that I am also not a "Gamer". Only when a certain friend wanted to 'join me' and failed to get anywhere at all, and that the company itself, Mojang, and billions of other humans on the internet with all their 'free help pages' ('how to') were also utterly lost and totally useless as to their own product or use of same as fans, did another friend make his 'offer' to help me by hosting my first shared Minecraft world so he (and others one day) could game with me once in a while. This year and last I can beat Hard Core Minecraft multiple times, on live-streams... yes, but I am still not a "Gamer".

I am a natural Producer though, and am an A+ student of anything I put my mind to, as long as it holds my interest. Money is and never has been a motivator, even though I know how to make lots of it... and here's why I don't.

People suck. In 55 years of life on this planet it is absolutely conclusive without a doubt that about 90% of the human species could vanish and it would only be an improvement in my life and the health of the entire planet. Their addiction to worship of dark forces and 'mystery schools' for personal and collective power and control of others are the most sickening thing about them. However, putting those personal experiences aside which are the crux of all the world's core problems...

The more immediate results of my efforts as a "Content Creator" (for fun and personal distraction) have been mostly other people's abandonment and failure, debauchery and laziness, carelessness and sabotage, lack of consistency or stability, total unreliability as a people over all. I cannot and will not work with such people, never have, never will - thus the many times I have had to tell such people "no", against their will, or them simply vanishing without a trace, not a word, nothing. And with such low numbers of reliable people in such a small community coupled with the constant technology failures and lack of care, effort or even interest in repairs, fixing, and further co-creation to grow my channels, there really is no point in torturing myself for the sake of such a small audience who really do not want to be involved any more than just to 'watch TV' silently, remotely, with absolutely zero interaction what so ever.

It was funny watching one of my solo parody videos going viral on YouTube with 71,000 views considering I'm no one in particular and not even monetized, so I got no actual 'benefit' from that happening anyway, but of course it merely proved my point even further as mentioned above. 30 or so new subscribers from that one video is not a lot considering 71,000 had a chance to subscribe. 4% is even less than 10% regarding the general public's care or interest, and that's just to see more videos, not even to bother to get involved in my small community. "I got lucky" (Pewdiepie) - "So did I... but it didn't matter" (Reptoid).

The biggest torture of all, probably not for me alone I'm sure, is the fact that all my favorite music, mostly independent and unknown to 99% of the world, sounds that lift up my soul and sustain my very existence, sounds that bring me actual quality joy, are 'illegal' as a content creator, and we're all stuck with absolute garbage that has all the flavour of watered down bud light after a bullet's passed through it. The constant threats of attack and harm by machines and people alike are enough to have me re-think why I bother to continue this hobby as it is... but I kept going, suffering more and more blows every step of the way by greedy, fascist, evil Baphomet worshiping corporations. But what for? I already had the music, I already played all these songs on my own radio station 24/7 without concern or attack. Why was I bothering to fight against such insurmountable odds and such impossible corrupt trappings when no one ever bothered to defend me all these years when I was all alone against the great Beast? My once brightly lit colourful world of joy was now a pale faded abandoned piece of cloth on the side of a dusty highway baked by the summer heat and no longer even recognizable. And yet, I carried on. Two live-streams ago I even SOLVED the entire "Copyright music" issue for every single video and live-streaming platform and for every single Content Creator on Earth, but that's up to you to discover after the fact.

The few people who were/are in my small community who have helped me along the way, I thank you for your time and effort, your ideas and your humour along the way. I have attempted to make work every single technical repair, fix and adaption you have suggested to make every game, modification, even and especially basic (and continuous) monthly updates, and whole worlds actually run, somehow, some way, to the best of my ability, all on my own, for the sake of 'my next video' or 'my next live-stream'... but without your direct physical collaboration in such constantly evolving knowledge, it goes nowhere, ultimately. The result is nothing. No video, no show. Only hours and days of wasted time taken away from other aspects of my life. Yes, some can say "Trust me (strangers)" is 'the problem', but those strangers whom I have trusted over my lifetime have never been healthy for me, ever, not once, so I MUST KNOW YOU WELL before you have the right, honour and privilege of remote access to any of my worlds or personal machines. Anyone who says otherwise is a hacker and threat to you all. Beware. People have gone so far as to threaten my entire channel with being hacked if I do NOT 'accept their help'. I never made another video with them, obviously. Others have tried to seduce me into swift trust by buttering me up with self-generated passive hype and claims of a powerful influential past in order to gain Operator status on my Minecraft Servers, which failed of course, to which they immediately backed down and stated I passed their test or whatever - soon after them and their 4 friends stopped attending my worlds at all and even stopped speaking altogether in my Discord, yet they continue to lurk, watch, listen... silently... all of us. There's my 'trust' level and why I have so few GOOD HONEST SINCERE BENEFICIAL people in my life. As I said, 90% of humans could vanish from the Earth and I'd be able to breathe a sigh of relief finally. Most people are dangerous to me due to their own nature, and my trust levels are an adaption to 55 years of abuse.

What is the final trigger to stop all Production? Shaw/Rogers internet service. I'm done fighting with truth and reality with almost zero support against The Great Beast of perpetual lies, cruelty, extreme fascism, extortion, elder and disabled persons abuse, and pure evil. As some of you know by my last two live-streams and archived video evidence, Shaw Rogers has again sabotaged everything (the final thing) I could ever possibly do to create Content with anyone, ever, including on my own solo creations. I can no longer even (reliably) play my own Hard Core Minecraft worlds offline anymore due to Shaw's actions against me and a whole nation (Canada) of fellow Minecrafters. Rakul can talk technology in detail to you as he's a certified computer repair technician with his own business (and is hardly ever available even to me!), but basically Shaw Rogers lies about your IP and hides a secret IP from you so your LAN access no longer works properly anymore, and Shaw 'doesn't know what we're talking about' because they hire complete idiots who are passive-aggressive assholes as 'public liaisons' who don't even live or work in Canada. The kind who say "ok, just do one thing..." like Indian scammers always say. There are MILLIONS of Canadian Mincrafters at home who can no longer access their own well established Minecraft worlds on their own LAN because of Shaw's / Rogers' 'helpful customer service' and their brand new 'high tech' modems that they PUNISH YOU for not accepting into your private lives. Extortion of anyone, disabled, elderly, or otherwise is ILLEGAL in most civilized nations, not just Canada. However, Canada's so called 'government' is a Satanic lie as much as these evil corporations are, so what's the point? Conclusion: No home based worlds = No Content. No reliable access for you to me = Constant failure = No quality recordings = No Content. No reliable 'on call' professional assistance when I/we need it most of all = No Content. Small mostly silent community who have 'enough on their plate already' and 'don't know how to fix that problem' = No Content.

Where do we go from here? That's up to me. Here's what I plan at this point.

Minecraft based Content creation:
Videos: Nothing planned. No reason to continue.
Live-streams: Nothing planned. No reason to continue.

My Minecraft servers:
Not hosted by me, so they will probably live as long as Phazon can sustain their lives (signal, security, quality of operations). I can access them... when Shaw Rogers lets me use the internet I pay $130 a month for at the cost of eating less food just to be there with you in those worlds.

My access to your Minecraft servers (your invitations to me):
Lack of trust and/or lack of reliable internet make this seem very rare at best and unlikely. It won't take much of anything to make me vanish forever, so I shant invent in anything important or 'long term' in such locations.

Music:
Radio station: No change. (Although the stability of your signal has become faulty and constant re-starts are 'common' now).
Music Production: No change. (Most uploads are choppy (cut out randomly) but they manage to buffer and continue 'faster than ever with Shaw's Roger's new modem' and my new album uploaded eventually 'successfully' before launch 'OK'.)

Discord: No change. However expect dropped calls in voice chat randomly for random intervals. This can be for seconds to hours. Expect text messages to be less timely or reliable as a result of Shaw Rogers new 'quality high speed service'.

Posting on Minds, Twitter, other so called 'social media platforms': No change, although no more notifications about videos or live-streams, obviously.

Thank-you to the 10% who get it. No fear. Pure truth.

Fuck-you to the 90% who never will get it. Go extinct. Take Baphomet with you.

Back-up link:
https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1499832676129968140?referrer=reptoid27